Sorry for the absence. Two days ago a good friend of mine, that I've known for about 12 years, took his own life. I have spent the last few days confused, sad, upset, and really reflecting on many aspects of what it really means to be alive and 'to live'.
Among the many Facebook posts made on his wall, two really struck a cord with me:
"In the end, I suppose a person's life can only really be measured by the number people he's impacted along the way. With that being said, I hope you realize that you've touched more lives in your short time with us than even a man who lives to one-hundred could ever dream of. Wherever you are now, I hope that you're finally resting peacefully. You made a lasting impact on my life and I'll never forget you. Sleep well buddy."
"I hope wherever your journey has taken you has brought you peace. You will forever be with each and everyone of us who have been lucky enough to be a part of your life - I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers always - thanks for the memories and keep the brewskis on ice for us. Miss you man"
Brian, you were a dear friend. I'll always cherish the time we spent together, the times you made me laugh, and the great friend you were. Rest in Peace <3
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Thanks for your understanding and support during this difficult time. I have much to think about and really can't focus on blogging right now.
That being said, I'm also leaving for vacation to New England tomorrow so I'll especially enjoy the time away to escape the city, clear my mind, and relax.
I LOVE YOU ALL and I'll see you in a week.
Lots of love,
Lauren
So sorry about your loss, Karissa. My brother in law took his own life about 6 months ago, leaving my sister with their 2 kids. THere is nothing to say that will make this easier, but I am thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, girl. Whatever the reason, he's in a better place. My thoughts are with you and his family during this tough time <3
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So sorry. I've had people close to me take their lives and it is very hard to understand. My thoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry Lauren. It's so unfathomable when someone our age dies, and I can't imagine what you're dealing with. I'll keep you and your family and his family/friends in my thoughts. Do you ever write in a journal? It's so therapeutic for trying to figure out your thoughts.
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ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear of your freinds loss, and in such a tragic way, my thoughts and prayers are with you girl, glad you are going away and just taking the time to heal, dont worry about blogging, worry about you, love ya girl! xoxo
So sorry for your loss. Enjoy your time away and take care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear that; you are in my thoughts and prayers as is his family and entire community
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear about your loss. That is such a tragedy. Take care of yourself. xoxo
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to you right now when your own heart is going through so much turmoil. I know there aren't words that can make this better, but know that we're here for you in body and soul. Take the time you need to heal...we'll be here when you get back.
ReplyDeleteI am so incredibly sorry Lauren. You are so strong and I know how hard things like this are- I really do. Stay strong and take as much time to yourself as you need. love you!
ReplyDeleteI am so, so, so sorry to hear about this. Both you and he are in my prayers right now- take as much time as you need to focus on yourself during this difficult time. Take care of yourself love!
ReplyDeleteYou need the time away; best wishes and prayers
ReplyDeleteOh girl, my thoughts and prayers are with you and his friends and family.. so sorry!
ReplyDeleteLove you! Big hugs!
So so sorry to hear about your loss. I went through something similar a few years ago, it's pretty sucky. I hope you start feeling better soon babe. Have as much fun in New England as you can! *hugs*
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